HAPPINESS!!!

Hello my loves,

                                                                 
little fashionista

Its being a crazy crazy week for me. so much work that i had to resume at 6.45 am on some days of the week to meet up with my work load.yes it was that crazy.

Anyways i thought about you alot through out the week. From having being featured on Bella Naija to passing my certification exam.



So many exciting things happened to me this week  i couldnt wait to tell you. I smiled from Monday till today and its all glory to God.

I am experiencing this new kind of happiness, the kind you get from things, could be love, family, new job,new house, car,anythindg to be frank with you i cant explain this gigigty feeling .

I no LONGER SEE that sad fat broken girl trapped in a fat suit. i see a beautiful strong independent happy woman.who is obsessed with looking at herself naked in the mirror.yes NAKED.

My body is changing before my very eyes and every morning i cant wait to stand in front of the mirror and drop my towel and see what awesomeness was hiding behind all that FAT.

I bless God for the day i decided to start this journey. i remember when i couldn't even look into the mirror because i hated what i saw. i would never take full body pictures.i was confident in my pretty face but ashamed of what was down below the neck.

Yesterday someone who on a normal day i would have died to hear say i looked good, said i looked amazing those words that i would have 7 weeks ago probably died to hear, meant absolutely NOTHING .

I have evolved,i walk with my head  held up high, i am fearless, i have this new confidence

I am even a little cocky because now i know i am beautiful. I no longer need validation.

I am happy people and i have not being this way for a very very long time.

Life is beautiful. click HERE to see my stunning Bellanaija feature.

Nossybelle out.X




Comments

uberfabgogo said…
I just read through your entire blog instead of watching cartoons...it was so real..like I was there with you..
Thanks for sharing..I always thought that I had to suffer in silence..I can't say my weight out loud and I haven't bought new clothes in about a year because im so ashamed of my weight...I might not be able to do the Cambridge diet because my job is too physically demanding but im going to try harder...thanks so much...u are very inspiring...off to skipping
nosayaba bello said…
OH MY THANK YOU SO MUCH... PEOPLE LIKE YOU KEEP ME GOING EVERYDAY.KEEP ON TRYING IT IS A STRUGGLE EVERYDAY.BUT THE RESULT MAKES IT SO WORTH IT.YOU CAN EMAIL ME NOSSYBELLE@YAHOO.COM IF YOU EVER WANT TO TALK. CHERRS....
Anonymous said…
God bless you Nosa. You're such an inspiration and i know you're most likely tired of hearing me say this but I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. Welldone and keep it up. Mowumi xx
nosayaba bello said…
MY VERY OWN CONSULTANT.THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
nelly agbogu said…
go Nosa! Oh yeah
We will celebrate one day.
Our journey is endless in praise
Anonymous said…
MY VERY OWN NOSA,TO SAY I AM SO SO PROUD OF YOU IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT. I WAS CONFIDENT YOU COULD GET THIS FAR & BEYOND WITH DETERMINATION & SELF CONFIDENCE.KEEP IT UP. LOVE YOU LOTS.MUMMY.
nosayaba bello said…
MUUUUMMMMMMMMY, WHY YOU GONNA MAKE ME CRY? THANK YOU MAMA I LOVE YOU MORE.KISS KISS
Anonymous said…
This comment has been removed by a blog administrator.
Anonymous said…
Whats the link to your feature on Bellanaija?

Popular Posts