HAPPINESS!!!

Hello my loves,

                                                                 

little fashionista

Its being a crazy crazy week for me. so much work that i had to resume at 6.45 am on some days of the week to meet up with my work load.yes it was that crazy.

Anyways i thought about you alot through out the week. From having being featured on Bella Naija to passing my certification exam.



So many exciting things happened to me this week  i couldnt wait to tell you. I smiled from Monday till today and its all glory to God.

I am experiencing this new kind of happiness, the kind you get from things, could be love, family, new job,new house, car,anythindg to be frank with you i cant explain this gigigty feeling .

I no LONGER SEE that sad fat broken girl trapped in a fat suit. i see a beautiful strong independent happy woman.who is obsessed with looking at herself naked in the mirror.yes NAKED.

My body is changing before my very eyes and every morning i cant wait to stand in front of the mirror and drop my towel and see what awesomeness was hiding behind all that FAT.

I bless God for the day i decided to start this journey. i remember when i couldn't even look into the mirror because i hated what i saw. i would never take full body pictures.i was confident in my pretty face but ashamed of what was down below the neck.

Yesterday someone who on a normal day i would have died to hear say i looked good, said i looked amazing those words that i would have 7 weeks ago probably died to hear, meant absolutely NOTHING .

I have evolved,i walk with my head  held up high, i am fearless, i have this new confidence

I am even a little cocky because now i know i am beautiful. I no longer need validation.

I am happy people and i have not being this way for a very very long time.

Life is beautiful. click HERE to see my stunning Bellanaija feature.

Nossybelle out.X