JUST DO IT!!!!
The day is over and my name is Gladys……….
I love Mondays because of the speed at which they go. Yes I notice
they are the fastest day of the week although we still have 4 days to suffer
through (grrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh) before the weekend comes.
I have been very happy all day I mean 10KG???? Like really? The
day I started this Cambridge diet, someone gave me a box of chocolate and a jar
of cookies. SEE DEVIL.
I told myself that this was a sign from God for me to start
on Tuesday. so I kept my cookies under my desk and couldn’t wait for the day to
end so I could go home and guzzle down the “forbiddens” I also silently cursed
the person that gifted me with them I mean
there was last week.
Fast forward 14 days, on Saturday evening I was rampaging
through my thousand of dresses, looking for what to clad my beautiful bodacious
body with (Hilarious) and what did I find? My jar of cookies and my box of
chocolate. I flung the bag and I have never returned to that cupboard ever
since.
Why am I telling you this story? So that you understand fully
well that this journey is a very emotionally and mentally draining process. The
devil has helped me calculate that at most tops, I will just gain 2kg if I stuff
my face with the forbiddens .
I have come this far, (10kg GONE FOREVER) and no demon
tempting chocolate is going to take me back to where I was before. Can I get an
AMEN?
Some days are bad, like really really bad. For example
yesterday one of my bosses celebrated his birthday and trust me, no one in the
office went for lunch so you can just imagine just how much food there was.
People kept passing food right in front of me, pizza, ice -cream
cake, small chops name it. I was dying inside seeing all the skinny girls
munching away with so much merriment, watching them eat and eat and there tummies
remain flat as the food went down their throats
and I, the fatty had to sit in the corner and sip her shakes from the cup.
Define FRUSTRATED??????
I quickly recognized the devil and all his cohorts now. I mean
after I have suffered and lost 10kg in 14days? How can I be feeling bad?? HOW? I
should stand up and be flaunting my new 2inchless waist YES!!!! I should walk
around the office boldly with my head held up high and that is what I did.
Damn the devil to hell. I refuse to see myself as a pitiable
case because that is what got me here in the first place. So NEVER. From today hence
forth I will tell whoever is willing to hear that I have lost the amount of
weigh that a 3year old child weighs. So can you just imagine…….a whole human
being.
Now whoever you are reading this blog, whether you have
being struggling with your weight all your life, or you have just 5kg to loose or
just want to keep fit, just get up and do it. Do not let
anything or anyone stop you.
There will be days when you will get up and feel like it’s
not working, or it’s not worth it, people will tell u rubbish like you are
beautiful the way you are, Ehen I want to look like Agbani Darego leave me
alone.
Some will even say that you should not bother you can never
be skinny. (Forgive them because they do not know what they do. They are mere
MORTALS)
My detractors are the one’s keeping me going, to be very honest
so here I am, giving them a very loud shout –out.
Just keep pushing and moving .The end always justifies the
means.
I HAVE DECIDED TO FIGHT, SO GET UP AND JOIN ME LETS FIGHT
FOR OUR LIVES.
I’ll see you all later.
Nossybelle out.x
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